Hikmah Kebodohan

setiap perkara ada hikmahnya, even kebodohan. sungguh..! sekarang, aku mulai rasa hikmah tersebut. well, aku tak kata aku "bodoh piang", mungkin kurang cemerlang gitu.

dahulu, aku lain. walaupun dulu aku ni tak la pandai sangat, tapi situasinya "sangat-sangat berbeza yang amat" dengan situasi sekarang. kalau dahulu, aku muka harapan sekolah, sekarang, aku muka budak yang asyik repeat paper.

sampai satu tahap, aku dah tak ambik kisah. dah tak heran dah. dah fed up. apa nak jadi, jadilah. bodoh pun bodohlah.

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.  

like I said, apa nak jadi, jadilah..!!!

but then, aku terbaca status facebook salah seorang anak sedara aku. well, anak sedara aku semuanya dah besar-besar. yang dah kahwin pon ada, siap dah ada anak lagi. makna kata, aku sudah pun ada cucu sedara walaupun aku baru berumur 22 tahun. (ko hado? hehehe..)

she said :

"there's a blessing for not being a genius.

u learn 1001 ways on how to figure out things, and along these ways you learn how to survive, what to expect, who to trust, why to fight, when to just shut up n stop complaining... 

coz u know u r not ein Genie, so u adapt, u pretend, u try n try n try to make it work. doesn't matter what others might think, u just keep on smiling. u try not to look like a complete idiot. you hang on to Him only. 

coz u r not a genius, u thank Him every second, coz u know without Him, u'll never survive these #@$&!. u just strive n put your trust on Him. u know that u r just helpless.

there's a blessing for not being a genius."

-hud2

maa'ssalamah,

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